My crazy schedule is beginning to wear on me. I also feel like I am wasting so much life. Constantly, I am reminding myself that in the grand scheme of things wasting one Spring and half of a Summer working on Saturday is not that many wasted days. Soon I will be free to spend my Saturdays climbing rocks, riding bikes, swimming, running, reading books, WHATEVER I want. And also, more importantly, when that day comes I will have accomplished something great on the road to reaching my dreams. I am so tired of being tired. I am so over being busy. BUT when this is all over when June 20 finally rolls around and I can go back to 40 hours a week, I will have crossed something huge off my life list. That is what it is about. It isn't about Saturdays that I would rather be climbing. It is about the people I can help by completing all these silly classes. It is about the goals I have reached and will reach. I am more than ready to relax, but at the same time I don't want to waste the time I am living in now. It might be hard, but it isn't impossible. I might be tired, but I am accomplishing so much. Sometimes I feel like it is a waiting game. I am waiting to have those letters behind my name to move onto the next stage in my life. It isn't a waiting game though. I have grown and accomplished so much in the last two years, and especially in the last year, and even in these month of busyness that with out without those letters behind my name I am a better, smarter, stronger person than I was 2 years ago or 6 years ago. But for real, grad school is hard y'all and it cannot end soon enough. I am focusing these next 6 weeks on really enjoying it and soaking in all the knowledge though.
In like 2 months I am allowed to be a therapist. WHAT? My high school musings are coming to reality. It's weird that "what do you want to be when you grow up?" is going to be here. I still feel so young (because I am) and I have so much left to learn that I can hardly believe it is already here. I am so blessed to have the support that I do to reach my goals. A lot of people are astounded that I will have my Masters at 24, but I could not do it without the encouragement and support of the people in my life, both now and those that aren't in my life anymore. Through a lot of pain I made it. Through a lot of bad days, and tears, I did it anyway. Some of the hardest stuff that I have dealt with in my life has happened during grad school, but this is my calling and God brought me through it.
In like 2 months I am allowed to be a therapist. WHAT? My high school musings are coming to reality. It's weird that "what do you want to be when you grow up?" is going to be here. I still feel so young (because I am) and I have so much left to learn that I can hardly believe it is already here. I am so blessed to have the support that I do to reach my goals. A lot of people are astounded that I will have my Masters at 24, but I could not do it without the encouragement and support of the people in my life, both now and those that aren't in my life anymore. Through a lot of pain I made it. Through a lot of bad days, and tears, I did it anyway. Some of the hardest stuff that I have dealt with in my life has happened during grad school, but this is my calling and God brought me through it.